Tuesday, April 08, 2008

I wished I can grow up faster

What an sucky day.

Been raining non-stop. Does it always rain when someone experience a bad day?
My day has been totally ruined. Oh dammit, I dont understand why am I facing this fucking attitude at home. So fed-up. I really wish I can grow up fast and leave this place that I can find no love nor comfort in.

Make me no mood.

Nothing really happen for Academic, but I did really suck in PE. I see myself doing lousy performance. First my Javalin Test, then my NAPFA. When will the world brighten up for me?

But what choice do I have? Let me just face it, the World is ALWAYS unfair & the Truth always sucks.

Really determined to get fit and healthy after sucking out at Inclined pull up. And decided to run the neighbourhood but the stupid rain had to come and just cannot stop.

And had to face this princess at home who is giving me attitude ONCE she reach home? Only know how to push blame on me. As if I am the only fucking idiot who use the rubbish bin. Must I always be the one who empty it? And whenever I try to reason with her that she can always call my brother to throw it and not always me. She will tell me that she is the one who always do the chores and why not I do it.

If she somehow reads this blog for somewhat reason, maybe she decided to need to understand why her son is turning mentally retarted

THIS IS THE REPLY

I also help out in the chores. Its not like I have never help to mop the floor, help to water the plants, even sometimes volunteer to cook. But do I get recongize? No. So like I say, this World is always Unfair.

I really wish to leave home, well, maybe not home.

But good things do happen when bad things starts coming your way.
My Adam Apple is here, I cant see it, but I sure do can feel it. And I sure like it.