I know its useless for me to say sorry now.
I know how you guys view me as now. I feel guility about my absence too.
I said I am going to work harder for this coming event and I didnt make a point to make it there. I have made empty promises. I have made you guys really disappointed in me.
I know if I asked for a second chance, I will not be granted. Because, you guys must be really tired of expecting a change in me.
I also want to be somebody. Somebody who can be looked up to. Someone who is outgoing and someone who uphold his promise. But now, I think I dont deserve any of such titles.
I deserve to be scolded, and I am all prepared for it. I am just asking for you guys to help me, to help make this concert right. I feel guility and I am going to do something instead of wimping.
I want to do well for this. I just hope you guys can let me do so. I am not asking for forgiveness or understanding. It is not possible. But, just let me do whats right. Let me do something right for once.